Mommy

found out a few weeks ago the mother of one of my oldest and closest friends has cancer. woke up to a text sent at 324a that she's in the emergency room and upon discharge, hospice will be setting up in their house today.




hospice. today.





i'm hurting. for her.  me and Lyds aren't the best of friends but i never thought there would be a day when she wouldn't be here. i'm just filled with so many questions and i always feel so juvenile when it comes to death. i don't know what to say so i just burst into tears and them wipe them away quickly cause that's how it hits me. sneaky sucker punches that catch me off guard.



trying not imagine her mommy gone.  trying not to imagine anyone's mommy gone.