Renege

I take back what I said in my last post.  Why?  Because there are some moments that make you reconsider everything you thought before that instant.



Being a part of Dani Colored's wedding was one of those moments.

In being part of one of the most gorgeous weddings ever, I knew what went into that day. I pretty much have known since we were 4 years old what went into 11:23:13. Trials, heartbreak, love lost and found...and lost again. Fun times, not so fun times, countless miles, tears, laughs... and this is all before A.  But "Who Knew?"

The lesson is to not have it all figured out, just have faith cause you never know :-)


Biggest congrats to probably the only person who's literally known me as long as my own family.

Back to [White]

He left no time to regret
kept his d!ck wet
With his same ole safe bet...
Me and my head high
and my tears dry
get on without my guy...
You went back to what you knew
So far removed
from all that we went thru...
and I tread a troubled track
my odds are stacked
I go back to...

My dating life in NYC has been interesting if nothing else. I was worried until I met a guy at a friend's house.  He made me feel like the first years with Andrew. We talked, bitched, laughed, drank, walked, smoked, read, TV'd, dined, argued, mourned, discussed, wii'd, stooped, taught, laid, charter school'd, everything. I hadn't felt this way in a long time. Stacey was ready.

Then two weeks ago I found out he's had a girlfriend since June. We met in May.  My world literally crashed. I felt like I was 14 and my boyfriend was hollering at everything in a dress. 19 watching my guy walk the next chick to his dorm room, like I was 20 and dealing with my boyfriend's apparent real girlfriend over the phone.  I felt like I was 21,  and boy who had the nerve to smell like Pearberry. Am I 22 again, seeing my Valentine hugged up on the next chick and looking at me like, "What??"?

nope.

Blast from the Past

On Sundays, I enjoy reading old emails, blogs and FB messages. I stumbled upon this gem of advice I sent to my sister right before she started college.

August 27, 2008
stay away from the ques!!! they are nasty! they bite (real talk) they don't bathe, walk around in underwear under the pretense of keeping it 'gutter'... they will kick a bitch if she gets in the way of their line stepping AND NOT CARE. they will dog you OWT cause they are the SELF proclaimed, 'nasty nasty que dogs'.

Love you!



BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! OH EM GEE THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING CAUSE I WAS DEAD ASS SERIOUS!!!